Sounding the spoiler horn: not only will I be making no effort to avoid spoilers for K-Pop Demon Hunters here, I will be actively assuming that the reader has seen the movie.
Author: Grey
Playlist of the Month: September 2025
It’s been a weird month. As I’m writing this, the weather has very suddenly gone from “80ish degrees and sunny” to “60-something and rainy,” so I’d say that autumn has arrived with a vengeance; there’s already a bit more fall vibes creeping into this playlist. As usual, individual tracks below, full playlist here.
Oklahoma Smokeshow – Zach Bryan on Summertime Blues – EP
Hotel Bible – Max McNown on Night Diving
Medusa – Cameron Whitcomb on Medusa – Single
Heartbreaker – Hayden Blount on Heartbreaker – Single
Options – Cameron Whitcomb on Clean Country 2025
Azalea Place – Max McNown on Night Diving
St. Helens Alpenglow – Max McNown on St. Helens Alpenglow – Single
Flicker – Yoste on Flicker – Single
Follows You – Michael Marcagi on Midwest Kid – EP
Take Me Away (Stripped) – Noah Brigden on Take Me Away (Stripped) – Single
Livin’ Missing You – Hayden Blount on Livin’ Missing You – Single
Fiending – Noah Brigden on I’m Fine – Single
life is beautiful – heylucas on hey
American Trail – Dylan Gossett on Westward
Carolina – Blake Whiten on Carolina – Single
Normal Day – Brendan Walter on Normal Day – Single
God Loves Weirdos – Mt. Joy on Hope We Have Fun
Bloodline – Alex Warren & Jelly Roll on Bloodline – Single
I Am Digital, I Am Divine – Erin LeCount on I Am Digital, I Am Divine – EP
Sea Shanty Medley – Home Free on Sea Shanty Medley – Single
The Barn – Landon Smith on The Barn – Single
Loud and Heavy – Cody Jinks on Adobe Sessions
One More Day to Come – Luke Beling on This Parlor Trick Life
Fair To You – Vincent Lima on To Love A Thing That Fades
Did What You Did – Noah Brigden on Bad Habits – EP
Life’s Worth Living – Nick Folwarczny on Life’s Worth Living – Single
Struggle On Boy (Stripped) – Noah Brigden on Bad Habits – EP
Shore House – Maxx Parker on Shore House – Single
Good God, Hot Damn – Hayden Blount on Good God, Hot Damn – Single
Something To Lose – Christian Hayes & Corey Harper on Something To Lose – Single
My Heart’s A Crowded Room – The Fray on My Heart’s A Crowded Room – Single
5AM (feat. Billianne) – Amber Run on 5AM (feat. Billianne) – Single
Lucy – Mt. Joy on Hope We Have Fun
Reversing Thunder – Luke Beling on This Parlor Trick Life
Damned If I Do – Vincent Mason on Damned If I Do – Single
Night Windows – Arcade Beach on Music for Night Drives
Dale Dickens (RIP) – Cooper Alan on Dale Dickens (RIP) – Single
QUEEN OF DUST (Live at The Royal Albert Hall) – The Blaze on FOLK
Shadowverse – The Midnight on Syndicate
Fourth of July – Cooper Alan on Fourth of July – Single
Cold Shoulder – Zach John King on Slow Down – EP
Life Behind Bars – Zach John King & Bayker Blankenship on Life Behind Bars – Single
Man of the Year – Sam Barber on Man of the Year – Single
Bottomland – HARDY on COUNTRY! COUNTRY!
Sunlight – Yoste on Sunlight – Single
Bowery (feat. Kings of Leon) – Zach Bryan on Bowery (feat. Kings of Leon) – Single
Tongue Tied – Chance Peña on When I Change My Mind I Don’t Mean It
Holding On – Majik on Blood, Sweat & Tears
EYES (Live at The Royal Albert Hall) – The Blaze on FOLK
HEAVEN (Live at The Royal Albert Hall) – The Blaze on FOLK
HIGHWAY KIND – Fabrizio on HIGHWAY KIND – Single1
London – Skepta & Fred again.. on Skepta .. Fred – EP
Space – Zach John King on Space – Single
21 Years – Skepta & Fred again.. on Skepta .. Fred – EP
The Vulture and the Little Boy – Bukahara on Canaries in a Coal Mine2
How It’s Done – HUNTR/X, EJAE, AUDREY NUNA, REI AMI & KPop Demon Hunters Cast on KPop Demon Hunters (Soundtrack from the Netflix Film)3
Your Idol – Saja Boys, Andrew Choi, Neckwav, Danny Chung, Kevin Woo, samUIL Lee & KPop Demon Hunters Cast on KPop Demon Hunters (Soundtrack from the Netflix Film)4
Ktir – Bukahara on Canaries in a Coal Mine
Song From Yesterday – Chance Peña on When I Change My Mind I Don’t Mean It
Afraid No More – Bukahara on Canaries in a Coal Mine
Dust and Smoke – Sam Barber on Music for the Soul
Favorite Country Song – HARDY on COUNTRY! COUNTRY!
808 HYMN – Erin LeCount on 808 HYMN – Single
Summer’s Ending Soon – The Midnight on Syndicate
She Didn’t Have To – Zach John King on Slow Down – EP
Turn Down The Lights – Gavin Adcock on Own Worst Enemy
Kind Tired Eyes – Noah James on The Tracks – EP
Hangin’ On – Dylan Gossett on Westward
Happy – Bukahara on Canaries in a Coal Mine
Buck On The Wall – HARDY on COUNTRY! COUNTRY!
Gun To My Head – HARDY on COUNTRY! COUNTRY!
- Vocally, really reminds me of Leonard Cohen, particularly in You Want It Darker. ↩
- I’m slowly picking up the lyrics of this one; right now it’s just bits and pieces, “and all the trigger-happy madmen” ↩
- Go watch the movie, it’s great. ↩
- I have a lot of thoughts about this song… which I’ve done a full write-up of, and will post son. ↩
“Night Sky Mine”
I really enjoyed this one! I think it counts as cyberpunk, but the digital world stuff was a really neat take on evolutionary programming. I’m actually over here wondering how much this was an inspiration for Code Lyoko, the visuals I was imagining felt very similar.
The setting is basically that, at some point, software engineers went “screw it, we’ll just evolve software to do what we want instead of trying to write it ourselves.”1 Skip forward a mystery amount of time, and they’ve accidentally created entire ecosystems – pieces of software acting like flora and fauna in a networked environment, preying on one another and, occasionally, going all cancerous and crashing the entire substrate running it all.2
The book takes place a long time after that; there’s entire careers in software breeding now, as well as people who go hunting in the wild parts of the net, looking for useful programs.
My only negative I’ve got is that the pacing feels off; the ebook came in at something like 440 pages, and the denouement hit on, like, page 430. It felt rushed, and like there was closure missing for the characters and the story itself. I suppose that means I need to go see if there’s a sequel.
I also spent the entire book reading the title with the word ‘mine’ meaning ’belonging to me,’ despite the fact that the asteroid-mining megacorporation in the background is named Night Sky Mine Co., but that’s more on me than the book.
Anyhow, I quite enjoyed the read – check it out!3
- If this feels familiar, you are correct, that’s what all the modern AI stuff is. ↩
- This goes poorly for people relying on other software running on that substrate – for example, navigation and life support systems for faster-than-light starships. ↩
- This is an Amazon affiliate link – if you buy it from here, I get a little bit of commission. It won’t hurt my feelings if you buy it elsewhere; honestly, I’d rather you check it out from your local library, or go to a local book store. I prefer Bookshop affiliate links to Amazon when possible, but in this case, the book wasn’t available there, so it’ll have to do. ↩

Today marks one year since my dad died.
It’s hard, writing that. A year is a long time, and very little, all at once. The hurt isn’t as fresh, but it’s still there. As the fall holidays approach, I still catch myself expecting to see him at Thanksgiving.
Or, well, having to think about how to fit in a third Thanksgiving – there’s mom’s family Thanksgiving, dad’s family Thanksgiving, and then dad would have his own Thanksgiving because he simply must be The Hostess With The Mostest, and after decades of trying to out-hostess my aunt in her own home, he combined that urge with his Grumpy Old Man urges and went for a Thanksgiving schism.
Grief is a hell of a thing.
I still miss him. I don’t think I’ll ever stop.
The photo up above is from Lake Billy Chinook. Growing up, that was where we went every summer, our big trip. This year, my sister and cousin organized a big trip out there; family, his friends, our friends. Invite everyone along, make a big production of it; exactly how he used to do.
We took a boat out on the lake, found a spot to drift, and told stories. Made a game of it; go around the circle, and everyone has to tell three things: a good story, a bad story, and a ridiculous story.
At sunset, we scattered his ashes on the water.
And then we went back up to camp and stayed up late into the night, playing games, talking, laughing, and generally celebrating him the way he wanted us to. He would’ve loved it.
Here’s to you, dad. You loved your kids, you were an unmitigated asshole a lot of the time, and the closest thing you left to a will was just the remark that you wanted a party rather than a funeral.
Good, bad, and ridiculous.
“The Curve of Binding Energy”
Truly astonishing that it took me this long to read this book; it’s thoroughly right up my alley.1 To start with, it’s McPhee, and he’s my favorite nonfiction author. And after that, it’s about nuclear weapons, nuclear power, and proliferation… with a solid digression into nuclear rocketry, which has long been an interest of mine.2 Nothing in the rocketry section was new to me—I’ve read up enough on that to the point that everything was familiar, although the personal story of Taylor, the interviewee, selling Wernher von Braun on the concept wasn’t something I recalled previously.
What was new, and awe-inspiring in a sort of dry-mouthed terror kind of way, was the nuclear weaponry aspect. This is a book about Theodore B. Taylor, one of the world’s greatest experts in the design of atomic weapons. Over the course of the book he does things like, sitting in front of McPhee during an interview, sketch out plans for a low-yield atom bomb that could be built using only commercially-available equipment and products, with the sole exception of the enriched uranium. He does so while carefully using only publicly-available information. And, in the midst of doing it, he describes each likely point in the commercial reactor fuel processing cycle that said fissile materials could be stolen, and exactly what you would need to do to process that form of the material into what you’d need to build a bomb. This book is, in essence, just a little bit short of being an instruction guide on How To Build A Nuke In Your Garage.
Pair that with a series of explorations of nuclear facilities, in-depth review of the various security failings therein, and a memorable anecdote about the time a fourteen-year-old boy came up with credible designs for a hydrogen bomb, and the fact that the we still, nearly 50 years after this book came out, have yet to see a terrorist organization—or just a really motivated whack-job—build their own bomb is, as I said, awe-inspiring in a dry-mouthed terror kind of way. It isn’t nearly as hard as it should be.
That’s really the key point of this whole book, and the thing that kept standing out to me. I had moments of fun dorkiness—laughing aloud about midway through when Taylor, distracted by a thought, started describing his plan to build what we’d today call a hyperloop network. A certain somebody isn’t nearly as inventive as he’d like to pretend he is; this guy was talking about it when you were still in diapers!3
All in all, this book was an absolute delight to read. I’m likely to reread it again in the next month, and only partially because I wound up finishing it with a bit too much lead-time before the actual book club meeting. I just really enjoyed it, and would like to take a second crack at it, this time without the commonplace book beside me to jot down notes. I absolutely recommend the read; check it out.4
- It says good things about my devotion to the whole “don’t buy yourself new books until you finish reading all the ones you’ve already bought” plan that I had to sell my book club on reading it so I could sneak it through the “buying books for book club doesn’t count” exception. ↩
- I’m a little tempted to publish the essay I wrote in high school about nuclear rocketry, since I dug it up to look at again while reading this, but probably for the best that I don’t. I’m not interested in knowing how bad my writing skills were that long ago. Or, worse, finding out that they’ve decayed. ↩
- Admittedly, Not Tony Stark’s approach gets some points for doing tunneling the boring way (ba-dum-tss) instead of through Taylor’s proposed plan of nuclear shaped charges.
That said, Taylor’s expertise, and the paragraph of explaining how well one actually can shape a nuclear explosion when they’re Theodore Taylor, makes it a more credible plan than when I talk about that kind of concept. ↩ - This is a Bookshop affiliate link – if you buy it from here, I get a little bit of commission. It won’t hurt my feelings if you buy it elsewhere; honestly, I’d rather you check it out from your local library, or go to a local book store. I use Bookshop affiliate links instead of Amazon because they distribute a significant chunk of their profits to small, local book stores. ↩
“Your Code as a Crime Scene”
This was an odd read. I think the core idea—version control systems are a layer of metadata on top of our code, which we seldom use for anything valuable but should—is a good one, but the actual implementation of the book just didn’t work for me. Part of the issue was that it made a terrible ebook—there’s a fair amount of charts, all of which rely on color-coding, and thus become entirely illegible on a grayscale e-ink screen.1
Past that, though, a whole lot of it felt like a veiled advertisement for the author’s company. A couple pages of introducing an analysis concept, and then, would you look at that, a tutorial of how you could, laboriously, do that analysis yourself… or a much shorter tutorial on how you could do it using their product! After a while it started to feel like I was getting a hard sell. And, c’mon man, this was a $35 ebook, you’re already charging like it’s a required textbook for a college course.
- Visual accessibility, for colorblind folks, is a problem software has started to address. I guess the publishing industry just… didn’t notice that? ↩
Playlist of the Month: August 2025
Another country-heavy playlist; still not quite sure how I feel about my music taste shifting this hard, but hey, at least I’m enjoying music. Entire playlist is here; individual tracks (and commentary) below:
Oklahoma Smokeshow – Zach Bryan on Summertime Blues – EP
Hotel Bible – Max McNown on Night Diving
Medusa – Cameron Whitcomb on Medusa – Single
Heartbreaker – Hayden Blount on Heartbreaker – Single
Options – Cameron Whitcomb on Clean Country 2025
Azalea Place – Max McNown on Night Diving
St. Helens Alpenglow – Max McNown on St. Helens Alpenglow – Single
Virgo – TROY on Virgo – Single
Flicker – Yoste on Flicker – Single
Follows You – Michael Marcagi on Midwest Kid – EP
Take Me Away (Stripped) – Noah Brigden on Take Me Away (Stripped) – Single
Livin’ Missing You – Hayden Blount on Livin’ Missing You – Single
Build – Sleeping At Last on Build – Single
Fiending – Noah Brigden on I’m Fine – Single
life is beautiful – heylucas on hey
American Trail – Dylan Gossett on Westward
Carolina – Blake Whiten on Carolina – Single
Out Of The Blue – Waylon Wyatt on Out Of The Blue – EP
Normal Day – Brendan Walter on Normal Day – Single
Good Old Days – Daniel Leggs on Good Old Days – Single
God Loves Weirdos – Mt. Joy on Hope We Have Fun
Bloodline – Alex Warren & Jelly Roll on Bloodline – Single
I Am Digital, I Am Divine – Erin LeCount on I Am Digital, I Am Divine – EP
Sea Shanty Medley – Home Free on Sea Shanty Medley – Single
Snow – Matt Ryder on Snow – Single
Rearranged – honestav on hara-kiri (Deluxe)
Better Days – Anella on 831: The Series
Smoker – Jack Van Cleaf on JVC1
decay – Ethan Regan on honey honey honey – EP
The Barn – Landon Smith on The Barn – Single2
Loud and Heavy – Cody Jinks on Adobe Sessions3
Hard To Love – Anella on 831: The Series
Make These Moments Last – Thorin Loeks on Make These Moments Last – Single
One More Day to Come – Luke Beling on This Parlor Trick Life
Fair To You – Vincent Lima on To Love A Thing That Fades4
Burn (feat. Landon Cube) – Lil Skies on The Evolution of the Rose
Did What You Did – Noah Brigden on Bad Habits – EP5
Life’s Worth Living – Nick Folwarczny on Life’s Worth Living – Single
Struggle On Boy (Stripped) – Noah Brigden on Bad Habits – EP
Shore House – Maxx Parker on Shore House – Single6
Good God, Hot Damn – Hayden Blount on Good God, Hot Damn – Single
Something To Lose – Christian Hayes & Corey Harper on Something To Lose – Single
Reckless – Blake Whiten on Six Mile – EP
My Heart’s A Crowded Room – The Fray on My Heart’s A Crowded Room – Single
5AM (feat. Billianne) – Amber Run on 5AM (feat. Billianne) – Single7
Lucy – Mt. Joy on Hope We Have Fun8
Ghost in the Shell – EDEN on Ghost in the Shell – EP
Best Of My Love (feat. Zak Abel) – Vandelux on Best Of My Love (feat. Zak Abel) – Single
Sirenita – Ozuna on Sirenita – Single
Smoke & Embers – Waylon Wyatt & Willow Avalon on Smoke & Embers – Single9
Hide and Seek (20th Anniversary Remaster) – Imogen Heap on Hide and Seek (20th Anniversary Remaster) – Single10
Reversing Thunder – Luke Beling on This Parlor Trick Life
Damned If I Do – Vincent Mason on Damned If I Do – Single
Night Windows – Arcade Beach on Music for Night Drives
Dale Dickens (Rip) – Cooper Alan on Dale Dickens (Rip) – Single11
On My Mind – Alex Warren & ROSÉ on On My Mind – Single
Gerona – heylucas, Singe Bleu & Androma on hey
QUEEN OF DUST (Live at The Royal Albert Hall) – The Blaze on FOLK12
Breathe Again – Thorin Loeks on Flakes of Gold – EP
Shadowverse – The Midnight on Syndicate13
Fourth of July – Cooper Alan on Fourth of July – Single14
Lost Without You – Luca Fogale on Lost Without You – Single
Do It All Again – heylucas & HNE on hey
Cold Shoulder – Zach John King on Slow Down – EP
The Others – Cody Jinks on In My Blood
Life Behind Bars – Zach John King & Bayker Blankenship on Life Behind Bars – Single15
Better than the Floor – Sam Barber & Chance Peña on Better than the Floor – Single
Man of the Year – Sam Barber on Man of the Year – Single
Bottomland – HARDY on COUNTRY! COUNTRY!16
Television Love – Of Monsters and Men on Television Love – Single
In The Middle – Mt. Joy on Hope We Have Fun
Fever In My Bones – Nils Hoffmann & Hayden Calnin on Fever In My Bones – Single
Swimming In The Dark – Vandelux on Closer
Sunlight – Yoste on Sunlight – Single
Bowery (feat. Kings of Leon) – Zach Bryan on Bowery (feat. Kings of Leon) – Single
Nuke the Moon – Epic Mountain on Nuke the Moon – Single
- I really enjoy this album, but so much of it is so painfully wistful/sad that I’ve found myself consciously leaning away from it in the latter half of the month. ↩
- “What’d I do wrong? What do I care?/ I’m just here for the boys and the beer and the air.” ↩
- Absolutely love this addition; courtesy of my cousin’s boyfriend, and the drive back from a camping trip. ↩
- oof ouch my bones ↩
- “Postin’ on the Instagram, lying in the captions/ Drinkin’ way too much and developing bad habits”
This is a viciously fun song, and I’ve spent way too much time this month trying to figure out exactly how he’s getting his pronunciation like that. ↩ - Normally not a fan of this sort of spoken-word-sampling style, but it works really well here; honestly, I’d watch this movie. ↩
- I disagree with some of the lyrics as presented by Apple Music, but I really enjoy this alternate take on the original. ↩
- Great for singing along to. ↩
- Took three or four listens before I stopped hearing this come on and thinking “how did Waylon Wyatt land a Dolly Parton collab?” ↩
- This might well be the song for which Apple Music’s Atmos support was created, absolutely gorgeous remaster. ↩
- This might well be the favorite this month, it’s so much fun to sing along to. ↩
- Not usually a fan of live recordings, but every once in a while one just hits. ↩
- Breaking up the country with a lusciously cinematic entry from The Midnight, such a vibe. ↩
- Okay, I do enjoy this, but there’s also something about it that reminds me of Bo Burnham’s country song. ↩
- I’m so thoroughly not a lyrics-analysis guy, but I had a fun moment with this like “oh, wait, I get it it, it’s about being behind bars and also about being behind bars!” ↩
- This one just immediately lodged in my brain and wouldn’t get out; I think I may have actually skipped the “add to library, list to it again before it makes it into the playlist” purgatory step, which is very rare. ↩
“Pragmatic Express” is an interesting imprint for this, but I suppose it tracks – this is a short book that mostly just introduces Mermaid as a concept, as well as going through a couple use-cases of diagramming in general. I did wind up writing some Mermaid diagrams as I was reading through the book, as it lined up well with some documentation I needed to write. I was a little tempted to figure out a way to inject Mermaid into this site when I saw that it has Sankey diagrams, but decided against it as I don’t actually do the kind of writing that would necessitate those. Still, would’ve been fun!
Overall, a useful introduction to a programming tool. Felt like it needed another editing pass, but it’s a good start, after which you can go to the actual Mermaid docs instead. If you’re a programmer, check it out.1
- This is a Bookshop affiliate link – if you buy it from here, I get a little bit of commission. It won’t hurt my feelings if you buy it elsewhere; honestly, I’d rather you check it out from your local library, or go to a local book store. I use Bookshop affiliate links instead of Amazon because they distribute a significant chunk of their profits to small, local book stores. ↩
This was a fun little thing to flip through. I actually didn’t realize when I grabbed it at the book store (Powell’s, if I can be a little more Portland) that it was a photo book – the “Images of Rail” bit in the title is in a much smaller print than the “Portland’s Streetcar Lines” bit. Several thoughts I had on the way through:
- I live by one of the new streetcar lines, and quite appreciate it, but the new streetcars don’t have the same aesthetic appeal as the old ones.
- I never knew about the origin of the Montavilla neighborhood’s name: Mount Tabor Villa, which was shortened (per the book, on the streetcar signs) first to “Mt. Ta. Villa” and then “Monta.Villa”
- Lastly, page 73 features the schedule, from 1891, for the Portland-Vancouver streetcar line. It is infuriating.1
So many of the photos mention being in areas that I think of as very built-up, but in the backgrounds there’s… nothing. A single building, maybe. It was fascinating to see the amount of change that’s happened in the century and a half. And, aside from my little transportation-policy rant that accounts for about half of this book review, I quite enjoyed it. Check it out.2
- There were departures from Portland every 20 minutes from 6:00 AM to 7:00 PM, at which point it dropped to every 30 minutes until midnight. Leaving Vancouver, on the other hand, required a bit more planning—departures were every 40 minutes from 6:45 AM to 11:15 PM. Seven days a week, though on Sunday mornings they didn’t start until 7:40 AM.
That’s a pretty robust amount of service, especially considering that as of the 1890 census, Portland’s population came in at just over 46,000, whereas Vancouver had had a massive amount of growth since 1880, and now boasted 3,500 residents!
Compare that to the current populations – Portland at 630,000 or so, and Vancouver at 190,000. With that sort of population growth, surely the public transit options between the cities have gotten even better! Let me just check my notes here…
Ah. There’s no rail infrastructure at all. The interstate bridge replacement program is going to extend the light-rail network over the river any time now—as of this writing, they’re only a couple years behind schedule and a couple billion dollars over budget, having… yet to establish a “start of construction” date.
That’s fine, maybe the busses are better?
Ah. “Busses” was the wrong word; it seems I meant “bus”. On weekdays, you can catch a bus, once every 40 minutes, to get between the downtown cores of these two neighboring cities. And on the weekends, you can… walk, I guess?
Thanks, America. ↩ - This is a Bookshop affiliate link – if you buy it from here, I get a little bit of commission. It won’t hurt my feelings if you buy it elsewhere; honestly, I’d rather you check it out from your local library, or go to a local book store. I use Bookshop affiliate links instead of Amazon because they distribute a significant chunk of their profits to small, local book stores. ↩
“A Wizard of Earthsea”
I know this is one of the classic fantasy novels, but I must admit, it just didn’t click for me. Maybe I’m coming to it too late—too many of the things it did have become norms, part of the standard lexicon of fantasy novels. It did have two things about it that stuck with me, though:
- The protagonist, and most of the characters, aren’t white. It’s sorta snuck in—benefits of being a completely different world, if there isn’t a history of racism being A Thing, then people just… don’t think about it as much.
- This fantasy novel from 1968 has a magical Roko’s Basilisk in it. It’s not described that way, but it’s an extremely powerful entity trapped in a box, which has suborned its captors and is trying to use them to in turn suborn more powerful entities.
Brian Clevinger, Mike Olson, and Scott Wegener
A quick follow-on to last week’s review – very much an expansion pack to the game, but one that added a lot of detail to the backstory of Majestic. The idea of The System, a deliberately-obtuse bureaucracy meant to ensure that nobody knows enough of what’s going on to effectively leak things, is a nice touch. Pairs extremely well with the existence of ALAN in the comics. A nice follow-up.
Playlist of the Month: July 2025
While this is my usual one-playlist-per-month, it doesn’t actually feel like the playlist of this month to me. That goes to the one my sister and cousin and I put together to play while we trekked over to the camping spot we used to go to as kids. I won’t be sharing that one here, though; it’s what we played while we scattered dad’s ashes, it’s a bit too personal.
Instead, here’s the regular monthly playlist; check it out here, or see the individual tracks below:
Oklahoma Smokeshow – Zach Bryan on Summertime Blues – EP
Hotel Bible – Max McNown on Night Diving
Medusa – Cameron Whitcomb on Medusa – Single
Drunk Again – Aidan Canfield on Rivertown – EP
Heartbreaker – Hayden Blount on Heartbreaker – Single
Rattlesnake – Jack Van Cleaf & Zach Bryan on JVC
Options – Cameron Whitcomb on Clean Country 2025
Azalea Place – Max McNown on Night Diving
There’s A Rhythmn – Bon Iver on SABLE, fABLE
Since I Fell – Aidan Canfield on Since I Fell – Single
St. Helens Alpenglow – Max McNown on St. Helens Alpenglow – Single
Alright Now – Hayden Calnin on Alright Now – Single
Virgo – TROY on Virgo – Single
Flicker – Yoste on Flicker – Single
Something Beautiful and Bright – SYML on Nobody Lives Here
Follows You – Michael Marcagi on Midwest Kid – EP
Sincerely, Your Son – Waylon Wyatt on Sincerely, Your Son – Single
Take Me Away (Stripped) – Noah Brigden on Take Me Away (Stripped) – Single
Silence Underneath – Luke Beling on This Parlor Trick Life
Nowhere to Go – Luke Beling on This Parlor Trick Life
Hikikomori – Jack Van Cleaf on JVC
Livin’ Missing You – Hayden Blount on Livin’ Missing You – Single
Build – Sleeping At Last on Build – Single
Saturn – Sleeping At Last on 2016 Sampler
Fiending – Noah Brigden on I’m Fine – Single
The War Was With Myself – honestav on hara-kiri (Deluxe)
Calliope Prelude – Lucy Dacus on Forever Is A Feeling
Lose You – Zach John King on Slow Down – EP
life is beautiful – heylucas on hey
Basement beds – SYML on Basement beds – Single
Destroy – Sleeping At Last on Destroy – Single
American Trail – Dylan Gossett on Westward
I Found (with Freya Ridings) – Amber Run on I Found (with Freya Ridings) – Single
Hard Time Lover (feat. Chance Peña) – Gryffin on Hard Time Lover (feat. Chance Peña) – Single
Find a Way – Harrison Storm on Find a Way – Single
Slow Down – Zach John King on Slow Down – EP
Carolina – Blake Whiten on Carolina – Single
Out Of The Blue – Waylon Wyatt on Out Of The Blue – EP
Klonopin – Vic Mensa on Hooligans – EP1
Aries – TROY on Aries – Single
Whiskey Tears – Pardyalone on FUHLK MUSIC VOL. 2 – Single
Couch Potato – Jack Van Cleaf on JVC
Normal Day – Brendan Walter on Normal Day – Single2
Good Old Days – Daniel Leggs on Good Old Days – Single
God Loves Weirdos – Mt. Joy on Hope We Have Fun
Space in My Heart (Original Version) – Enrique Iglesias on Space in My Heart (Original Version) – Single3
The Funeral (2025 Edit) – Gryffin & Band of Horses on The Funeral (2025 Edit) – Single
Hot Mess – Landon Smith on Reckon So – EP
Minus Sixty One – Woodkid on WOODKID FOR DEATH STRANDING 2: ON THE BEACH
heaven will have to wait – flora cash on heaven will have to wait – EP
Bloodline – Alex Warren & Jelly Roll on Bloodline – Single4
Piñata – Jack Van Cleaf on JVC
I Am Digital, I Am Divine – Erin LeCount on I Am Digital, I Am Divine – EP
Led Me – Elskavon on Panoramas
Hole In The Wall – Zach John King on Slow Down – EP
Accusations – Anella on 831: The Series
Pocket (montreal) – EDEN on gggiiiiirrrrlllll – EP
Sea Shanty Medley – Home Free on Sea Shanty Medley – Single5
gggiiiiirrrrlllll – EDEN on gggiiiiirrrrlllll – EP
Dead to Me – Hayden Blount on Dead to Me – Single
Snow – Matt Ryder on Snow – Single
Rearranged – honestav on hara-kiri (Deluxe)
Better Days – Anella on 831: The Series
- I kept getting the opening “hooligans!” stuck in my head, so here we are. ↩
- everything about this track feels like a commentary on the fact that I am aging ↩
- I like that, 20 years later, this has a similar (though, fortunately, less rape-y) vibe/plot to Escape. ↩
- I’ve accepted that I just don’t know what genre Jelly Roll actually works in, and have done nothing to attempt to fix this confusion. ↩
- Sometimes you just need some a cappella in your life ↩
“Atomic Robo: The Roleplaying Game”
Brian Clevinger, Mike Olson, and Scott Wegener
Doesn’t quite fit my review concept, as I’d call this more of a reference book than anything else, but having just sat and read through the whole thing, I may as well do a quick write-up!
The Fate Core system seems more approachable to me than the classic Dungeons & Dragons thing; I’m hopeful that I’ll have a chance to try this at some point. The Atomic Robo universe feels like an absolutely perfect fit for a game like this, particularly the more episodic (or rather, issue/volume) structure of the stories. I also enjoyed that there was more material in this book than I’ve seen in the actual comic—the timeline, in particular, includes quite a few things that have yet to make an appearance in the comic, and helped to build out the world even more. Fun!
So hey, if you’re interested in RPGs, consider this one.
“The Paradox Paradox”
This… is one of the greatest books I have ever read. I’ll tackle the easy thing first: the comedy is sublime. Not surprising, given that Hardcastle is one of my favorite YouTubers, and has been for checks notes over a decade. He’s got this ‘entertaining people’ thing down.
Next easiest to tackle: the cast and setting. The cast is delightful, a wonderfully diverse mix of species, and watching them all interact is an absolute delight. Everyone is likable, everyone has a fascinating backstory, every last one of them I want more of. And the setting is absolutely gorgeous; it has that Douglas Adams feel of some of the details being played purely for comedy, but every last one of them still works. Like, towards the end, there’s a throwaway line about banana peels having been re-engineered to be edible centuries ago, and it’s meant as a joke about the fact that they still taste like the wrong kind of banana the same way all fake banana stuff does, but that works. Centuries of scientific progress, and of course we’d have some little detail like that that we’d hang on to for the sake of nostalgia rather than sense. The future won’t be shiny and perfect, but it will be shiny, and full of interesting decisions that people have made because they’re still people.
And now, the hardest bit to talk about, particularly without spoiling anything: the time travel. It’s named “The Paradox Paradox,” of course it’s about time travel. But this is, I think, the best-thought-out system of time travel I’ve ever seen. I’m not entirely certain that I’m grasping the whole of it, but it all works. And the way the book is put together makes it work even better – the chapter numbers are chronological, the chapters themselves are not. Because it’s a book about time travel, of course the sequence of events doesn’t follow the calendar! But, beyond that, the chapter numbers don’t match the table of contents. I was reading this on an e-reader, one that shows the chapter title up at the top of each page, and those don’t always align with the actual title card at the beginning of the chapter. You can’t trust the chapter numbers, but they are deeply meaningful. They just might be lying to you. And it is sublime.
I finished this book feeling a sense of awed delight. This is a masterwork, this is one of the greatest things I have ever read. I cannot recommend it highly enough; please read it.1
- This is a Bookshop affiliate link – if you buy it from here, I get a little bit of commission. It won’t hurt my feelings if you buy it elsewhere; honestly, I’d rather you check it out from your local library, or go to a local book store. I use Bookshop affiliate links instead of Amazon because they distribute a significant chunk of their profits to small, local book stores. ↩
“The Haunting of Tram Car 015”
A couple big reviews of big books recently, so I very deliberately went for something small this time. And this was a delightful little read! Wound up going through the whole thing in a single sitting and absolutely loving it. Just the right amount of world-building in what is a very interesting setting; it fed me new bits of background information at just the right speed to keep me hooked. The title had me worried that I was making a mistake, grabbing this as my before-bed reading, that I’d be setting myself up to be too spooked to sleep well, but there was very little “horror” to the feel of it at all.
Very enjoyable read, and the print version was very satisfying in the hand, with a lovely bit of cover art. Check it out.1
- This is a Bookshop affiliate link – if you buy it from here, I get a little bit of commission. It won’t hurt my feelings if you buy it elsewhere; honestly, I’d rather you check it out from your local library, or go to a local book store. I use Bookshop affiliate links instead of Amazon because they distribute a significant chunk of their profits to small, local book stores. ↩