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“The House on Mango Street”

Sandra Cisneros

“I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.”

I think I’ve read this before, many years ago. It feels like the kind of book that was assigned in school, tied up in analysis and the attempt to make a child understand things that they can’t understand until they’ve understood the world a bit more. I’m certain that I didn’t appreciate it then; I’m not sure that I appreciate it now. Not really, not the way it feels like it deserves to be appreciated.

But more of it made sense this time than it did last time. Maybe I’ll come back and read it again in another ten years, and maybe then more of the book will fit into the spaces in my head.

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“Extraordinaries”

TJ Klune

Starting with an excerpt from the egregious self-insert fanfic that your protagonist is writing sure is a powerful opening. Imagine getting hit by a fully-loaded semi truck, carrying exclusively cringe. A bold statement, which nearly got me to put the book back down again; my high school experience was bad enough on its own, and I’ve never felt the need to relive it while adding extra awkwardness.

That said, I managed to convince myself to power through, and I’m glad I did. I have to give bonus points to whoever picked the tagline on the cover—“Some people are extraordinary. Some are just extra.”—because it really explains what the protagonist is like. He’s extra. He’s also the most authentically high school character I’ve read in a while, because oh my god is he an idiot. Most of the plot of the book is “him failing to notice very obvious things, and coming up with incredibly stupid plans.”

What makes the book is his friends. Gibby is positively delightful—she spends most of the book, fully in the know on everyone’s secrets, and mostly using that to laugh at everyone instead of actually helping. A quote:

“Yes,” Gibby breathed. “Yes to this. Yes to all of it. Oh my god, yes. This is so stupid. I can’t wait. White people are freaky.

She’s living her best life.

The other thing that kept me interested in the book was that I couldn’t quite figure out all the secret identities. There’s just enough twisting to keep you wondering up until the book decides it’s time for you to know, and while it was fun to sit there in the knowledge of how well I’d narrowed down the pool of options while Nick—the protagonist—hadn’t actually figured out there was a pool of options, it was also fun to be unsure.

I enjoyed the heck out of this book. It took me a bit to get into it, because wow is the poorly-written fanfic at the start a tough sell, but once it got its hooks in I couldn’t put it down. Give it a read.1

  1. This is a Bookshop affiliate link – if you buy it from here, I get a little bit of commission. It won’t hurt my feelings if you buy it elsewhere; honestly, I’d rather you check it out from your local library, or go to a local book store. I use Bookshop affiliate links instead of Amazon because they distribute a significant chunk of their profits to small, local book stores.
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Playlist of the Month: May 2023

Kinda want to put together a chart to see the length of these playlists (both in number of songs and total runtime), I’m pretty sure this one is quite long comparatively, but not mathematically sure.

How It Was – Yoste on A Few Brief Moments – EP

twentyfive – Yoste on twentyfive – Single

Save Me – Majik on It’s Alright / Save Me – Single

Friends – Yoste on Friends – Single

Kahan (Last Year) [feat. Kodak Black] – Fred again.. on Actual Life 2 (February 2 – October 15 2021)

Doomed – Moses Sumney on Aromanticism

gatsby – Daniel Leggs on gatsby – Single

TRAP PHONE – BERWYN on TRAP PHONE – Single

Spinning Away – Talos on Dear Chaos

White Iverson – Post Malone on Stoney (Deluxe)

Crumble – Thomas LaVine on Crumble – Single

Escape – Enrique Iglesias on Escape

Feeling Whitney – Post Malone on Stoney (Deluxe)

crutches – Daniel Leggs on runaway

Mike (desert island duvet) – Fred again.., The Streets & Dermot Kennedy on Mike (desert island duvet) – Single

F**k Your Sorrys (feat. Cal Trask) – StayLoose on F**k Your Sorrys (feat. Cal Trask) – Single

Deceive Me So Easy – Edwin Raphael on Warm Terracotta

parasite – Daniel Leggs on runaway

Wisdom, Justice, And Love – Linkin Park on A Thousand Suns

Jon Batiste Interlude – Lana Del Rey on Did you know that there’s a tunnel under Ocean Blvd

Return My Head – The Murder Capital on Gigi’s Recovery

American Airlines – the GOLDEN DREGS on On Grace & Dignity

Baby again.. – Fred again.., Skrillex & Four Tet on Baby again.. – Single

DEALER (feat. Future & Lil Baby) – RMR on DRUG DEALING IS A LOST ART

Talk It Over – Elderbrook & Vintage Culture on Little Love

Bulletproof – BERWYN on Bulletproof – Single

Bazaar Days – Edwin Raphael on Warm Terracotta

Venice (Nocturnes Version) – Talos on Nocturnes – EP

Never Again – slowthai on UGLY

If You Want Somebody – Elderbrook on Little Love

If It’s Time – Hayden Calnin on If It’s Time – Single

& She Drinks Tea Just for the Company – Edwin Raphael on Warm Terracotta

More the Victim – LINKIN PARK on Meteora 20th Anniversary Edition

No Sympathy – nimino on No Sympathy

Sirens – Sultan + Shepard on Forever, Now

Dead Man Walking – Brent Faiyaz on Dead Man Walking – Single

Some People Say – Semedo & Curtis Gabriel on Some People Say – Single

Oslo – Yoste on Oslo – Single

Butterflies – Charles Fauna on Butterflies – Single

Magic – Hayden Calnin on A Turning of the Tide: Side A – EP

Already a Ghost – Hayden Calnin on A Turning of the Tide: Side A – EP

Halo (Unreleased Demo 2002) – LINKIN PARK on Meteora 20th Anniversary Edition

99 – Elliot Moss on Boomerang

MASCULINITY – LUCKY LOVE on MASCULINITY – Single

Slide Thru – Dell Mac on Slide Thru – Single

You Can Think Of Him – Ashley Singh on You Can Think Of Him – Single

God Only Knows – StayLoose on The Cloud Days

Cold Feet – Ryan Hemsworth & EDEN on Cold Feet – Single1

Get You the Moon (feat. Snøw) – Kina on Get You the Moon (feat. Snøw) – Single

Heartbeat – yunè pinku on BABYLON IX – EP

Violet Chemistry – Miley Cyrus on Endless Summer Vacation

To Run – Luca Fogale on Run Where the Light Calls

Slow Burn (Elenne Remix) – Crywolf & Elenne on Cataclasm (The Remixes)

Same Team (feat. Reek0) – Bawo on Legitimate Cause

Altitude – Elliot Moss on Altitude – Single

Hellbent – Portair on Hellbent – Single

Chemical – Post Malone on Chemical – Single

Nothing – cowboyy on Epic the Movie – EP

J’VEUX D’LA TENDRESSE – LUCKY LOVE on TENDRESSE – EP

September Sun – Sol Rising & Koala Karlous on Gratitude

Zima (Tritonia 416) – Sultan + Shepard & Delhia de France on Tritonia 416

Laura – M83 on Fantasy

Notice Me – French The Kid on No Signal

Bright Lights – Thirty Seconds to Mars on LOVE LUST FAITH + DREAMS2

Superman (It’s Not Easy) – Five for Fighting on America Town

Speed of Sound – Coldplay on X&Y

Acoustic – Billy Raffoul on 1975 – EP

Attached (2003 Demo) – LINKIN PARK on Meteora 20th Anniversary Edition

Lucky Ones – Don Diablo on Lucky Ones – Single

Memories – Picard Brothers & Mr Hudson on Memories – Single

Once Upon a Poolside (feat. Sufjan Stevens) – The National on First Two Pages of Frankenstein

Nobody’s Nobody – The NGHBRS, Pete Shade & Riesling on Nobody’s Nobody – Single

Run Where the Light Calls – Luca Fogale on Run Where the Light Calls

Tropic Morning News – The National on First Two Pages of Frankenstein

Within – Daft Punk on Random Access Memories (10th Anniversary Edition)

Alien – The National on First Two Pages of Frankenstein

Prime (2012 Unfinished) – Daft Punk on Random Access Memories (10th Anniversary Edition)

Lost (PLZ Tethered Version) – LINKIN PARK on Lost (PLZ Tethered Version) – Single

Sirimiri – Edwin Raphael on Warm Terracotta

Friends – Emmit Fenn on Friends – Single

Doin’ it Right – Daft Punk & Panda Bear on Random Access Memories (10th Anniversary Edition)

Threads – Thorin Loeks on Threads – Single3

White Ferrari – Isak Danielson & Alba August on White Ferrari – Single4

Lost – H. Kenneth on This Is a Journal

Hopes – Jolé on Let Go – EP

Monster – Nino SLG on Mirror Story – EP

Paspatou – Parra for Cuva on Paspatou

Far From Rude – Spencer Elmer & JAY1 on Far From Rude – Single

This Isn’t Helping (feat. Phoebe Bridgers) – The National on First Two Pages of Frankenstein

Tourner dans le vide – Indila on Mini World5

Firefly (feat. Andrew Paley) – StayLoose on The Cloud Days

Audi – RIZ LA VIE on Haven

Testing – Lonnie Holley on Oh Me Oh My

Go Boy – ODIE on Go Boy – Single

Infinity – sød ven on ∞ – Single

When the Storm Sets In – Hayden Calnin on A Turning of the Tide: Side A – EP

GLBTM (Studio Outtakes) – Daft Punk on Random Access Memories (10th Anniversary Edition)

Spider – Kai Bosch on Spider – EP

A Sound in the Darkness – H. Kenneth on This Is a Journal

Forever, Now – Sultan + Shepard on Forever, Now

Your Mind Is Not Your Friend (feat. Phoebe Bridgers) – The National on First Two Pages of Frankenstein

Come On Home – Brian Eno & Fred again.. on Secret Life6

Open Up Wide – Dizzy on Dizzy

Ghosts – Fakear & Dana Williams on Talisman

Some Kind of Heaven – Sleeping At Last on Some Kind of Heaven – EP

Secret – Brian Eno & Fred again.. on Secret Life

I Saw You – Brian Eno & Fred again.. on Secret Life

Eucalyptus – The National on First Two Pages of Frankenstein

Paradise – French The Kid on No Signal

Infinity Repeating (2013 Demo) – Daft Punk, Julian Casablancas & The Voidz on Random Access Memories (10th Anniversary Edition)

LYTD (Vocoder Tests) – Daft Punk & Pharrell Williams on Random Access Memories (10th Anniversary Edition)

Of Course – Twyce on Of Course – Single

LOVE – LUCKY LOVE on TENDRESSE – EP

Zombie – The Cranberries on Stars: The Best of the Cranberries 1992-2002

Living In My Head – Kesha on Gag Order

Drive You Home – Billy Raffoul on Drive You Home – Single7

favourite girl – Rio Rainz on favourite girl – Single

Feel Real – Deptford Goth on Life After Defo

Hurt (Acoustic) – Amber Run on Hurt (Acoustic) – Single

Peace & Quiet – Kesha on Gag Order

There’s Another Life 4 U – Shallou on There’s Another Life 4 U / So Long – Single

Sweet Affection – Ashley Singh on Sweet Affection – Single

i still love u. (+1.818.643.6885) – will hyde on i still love u. (+1.818.643.6885) – Single8

Happy – Kesha on Gag Order

PARADISE – LUCKY LOVE on TENDRESSE – EP

Fine Line – Kesha on Gag Order

Eat The Acid – Kesha on Gag Order9

LOVA – LUCKY LOVE on TENDRESSE – EP

Possession Island (feat. Beck) – Gorillaz on Cracker Island (Deluxe)

Warm A Cold Heart – Harrison Storm on Warm A Cold Heart – Single

hotline (edit) – Billie Eilish on hotline (edit) – Single

GLBTM (Studio Outtakes) [Edit] – Daft Punk on GLBTM (Studio Outtakes) [Edit] – Single

Good Love – H. Kenneth on This Is a Journal

I Don’t Want To Lie – Yoste & Vandelux on I Don’t Want To Lie – Single10

The Drama – Kesha on Gag Order

Hate Me Harder – Kesha on Gag Order

The Alcott (feat. Taylor Swift) – The National on First Two Pages of Frankenstein

Follow – Brian Eno & Fred again.. on Secret Life

When I’m Alone – GoldFish & Łaszewo on When I’m Alone – Single

Role Play – Dell Mac on Role Play – Single11

Something To Believe In – Kesha on Gag Order

Stay – Jolé on Let Go – EP

Funeral (Acoustic) – Amber Run & Luna Morgenstern on Hurt (Acoustic) – Single

Horizon Ouverture – Daft Punk on Random Access Memories (10th Anniversary Edition)

All I Need Is You – Kesha on Gag Order

Only Love Can Save Us Now – Kesha on Gag Order

Motherboard – Daft Punk on Random Access Memories (10th Anniversary Edition)

Protocol (feat. Able Joseph) – Le Youth & Hessian on Protocol (feat. Able Joseph)

Too Far Gone – Kesha on Gag Order

My Rajneesh – Sufjan Stevens on America – EP12

Can’t Be By Myself (feat. Novo Amor & Squirrel Flower) – Lowswimmer on Red Eye Effect

Stand in Tall Ovation – Portair on Stand in Tall Ovation – Single

It’s Not Me It’s You – Picard Brothers on Memories – Single

Soldier – Arka on Soldier – Single

Quiet Kid – French The Kid on No Signal

SIN CITY (FEAT. WRETCH 32) – Avelino on GOD SAVE THE STREETS

Flow State – Sol Rising on Flow State – Single

Restored – sød ven on ∞ – Single

None Of Us Have But A Little While – Lonnie Holley & Sharon Van Etten on Oh Me Oh My

  1. Went to add this to my library after it showed up in a Fitness+ workout and saw that it was already in my library, so it got added to the playlist instead.
  2. Back in courtesy of “To Run” by Luca Fogale, above.
  3. Thorin Looks does one single every once in a while and they’ve all been pretty solid
  4. At this point I kinda just include covers of Frank Ocean tracks to annoy my friend Chase.
  5. Yes, the meme song is back in my head again
  6. This Brian Eno/Fred again.. collaboration is… precisely what you’d expect from a Brian Eno/Fred again.. collaboration. It’s great!
  7. If you pay attention to the lyrics, this song is very sad.
  8. Fun fact I saw while putting this together: my version of the track title here is wrong, the actual track title includes Unicode “force-left-to-right” characters at the start of the phone number.
  9. Far and away my favorite new song this month; I like the rest of the album, I love this one.
  10. Yoste continues to be great, and I continue to be very excited for his first full album.
  11. Seems to have disappeared off Apple Music since I added it, sad.
  12. Back in my head courtesy of Eat the Acid
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Review

“The Doors of Perception”

Aldous Huxley

Huxley is the kind of author I’ve tended to shy away from, entirely based on Brave New World. Dystopian science fiction, popular with literature teachers? Nope, not for me. So I was a bit wary of this, going in, but after a few pages I realized that what I was reading was nonfiction, and nonfiction with a very interesting writing style at that.

I actually found myself collecting quotes as I read, along with ideas. I quite liked his semi-utopian vision of a future where we’ve replaced alcohol’s role in society with something like a short-lived mescaline derivative. No hangover, no belligerent drunkenness, just a feeling of being one with the world and experiencing something greater than yourself? Sounds pretty neat! Shame we went all “war on drugs” instead.

Some of the quotes just hit me with a sense of poetry:

In a few minutes we had climbed to a vantage point in the hills, and there was the city spread out beneath us. Rather disappointingly, it looked very like the city I had seen on other occasions. So far as I was concerned, transfiguration was proportional to distance. The nearer, the more divinely other. This vast, dim panorama was hardly different from itself.

Others just made me laugh:

An hour later, with ten more miles and the visit to the World’s Biggest Drug Store safely behind us, we were back at home, and I had returned to that reassuring but profoundly unsatisfactory state known as “being in one’s right mind.”

I also, being the big fan of Snow Crash that I am, liked some of the discussion about words-as-symbols, and the inability of symbols to be the real thing:

This may be explained, at least in part, by the fact that our perceptions of the external world are habitually clouded by the verbal notions in terms of which we do our thinking. We are forever attempting to convert things into signs for the more intelligible abstractions of our own invention. But in doing so, we rob these things of a great deal of their native thinghood.

Another one that felt like a reference, this time to Timeheart in Diane Duane’s Young Wizards series:

In other words, precious stones are precious because they bear a faint resemblance to the glowing marvels seen with the inner eye of the visionary.

And the discussion of art was just marvelous throughout. I want a museum setting of this book, walking you through his discussion of each piece as you walk by the piece itself.

The past is not something fixed and unalterable. Its facts are rediscovered by every succeeding generation, its values reassessed, its meetings redefined in the context of present tastes and preoccupations. Out of the same documents and monuments and works of art, every epoch invents its own Middle Ages, its private China, its patented and copyrighted Hellas. Today, thanks to recent advances in the technology of lighting, we can go one better than our predecessors. Not only have we reinterpreted the great works of sculpture bequeathed to us by the past, we have actually succeeded in altering the physical appearance of these works. Greek statues, as we see them illuminated by a light that never was on land or sea, and then photographed in a series of fragmentary close-ups from the oddest angles, beat almost no resemblance to the Greek statue seen by art critics and the general public in the dim galleries and decorous engravings of the past.

. . .

This may be bad art history, but it is certainly enormous fun.

One more block quote, because the final line really reminded me of Saturn by Sleeping At Last:1

A single candle, as Caravaggio and Spaniards had shown, can give rise to the most enormous theatrical effects. But Latour took no interest in theatrical effects. There is nothing dramatic in his pictures, nothing tragic or pathetic or grotesque, no representation of action, no appealed to the sort of emotions, which people go to the theater to have excited and then appeased. His personages are essentially static. They never do anything; they are simply there in the same way in which a granite Pharaoh is there, or a bodhisattva from Khmer, or one of Piero’s flat-footed angels. And the single candles used, and every case, distress this intense but un-excited, impersonal thereness. By exhibiting common things in an uncommon light, its flame makes manifest the living mystery and inexplicable marvel of mere existence.

Rather a long review, courtesy of the many quotes, but at the end I think all I’ve got to say is that I enjoyed it. Get a paperback copy; this is the kind of book that really wants to be perused on the couch on a rainy day, pen and paper available for jotting notes. Give it a go.2

  1. Specifically the line — “how rare and beautiful it is to even exist”
  2. This is a Bookshop affiliate link – if you buy it from here, I get a little bit of commission. It won’t hurt my feelings if you buy it elsewhere; honestly, I’d rather you check it out from your local library, or go to a local book store. I use Bookshop affiliate links instead of Amazon because they distribute a significant chunk of their profits to small, local book stores.
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“In Deeper Waters”

F.T. Lukens

I picked this book up from a Pride shelf at a used bookstore—and yes, that’s a bit of a peek into how much of a book backlog1 I have at any given time, given that this is getting published a month before Pride. And really, I grabbed it because it looked kinda cheesy.

And hey, guess what, it kinda was! But in a way that’s exactly what I wanted from it, exactly what I’d hoped it would be. It’s a cheesy little YA romance novel, with a bunch of high fantasy going on as the backdrop, and I’m so, so glad that things like this exist. Because boy, am I ever tired of the plot of an LGBTQ novel being that They Are LGBTQ. Once or twice, that’s an okay plot, but after that, it’s just repetitive. In this, it’s not at all a thing; from the beginning, Tal’s big brother is absolutely accepting of his bisexuality. The only way it appears at all is that it gives him a broader range of options to embarrass his little brother with by asking if they’re his type.

There’s a post somewhere out there where somebody rips into homophobia in fantasy and science fiction. The gist of it is, ‘you can imagine {insert fantasy trope} but you can’t imagine people not being assholes?’

That’s what this is. Someone said “y’know what, I’m making an entirely fictional setting. Why would I bring that aspect of reality into it? How would that make the story better?”

The cover art is very pastel, and so is the book. For all that there is an actual plot to it, I came to the end feeling like I’d had a hug. This book is kind. I loved it. Go read it.2

  1. A booklog, if you will.
  2. This is a Bookshop affiliate link – if you buy it from here, I get a little bit of commission. It won’t hurt my feelings if you buy it elsewhere; honestly, I’d rather you check it out from your local library, or go to a local book store. I use Bookshop affiliate links instead of Amazon because they distribute a significant chunk of their profits to small, local book stores.
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“Overcoming Bias”

Tiffany Jana & Matthew Freeman1

This may be the first time I’ve read one of these business books and not had the thought “yeah, this could’ve been a pamphlet.” Whoever edited it did a great job, presumably ruthlessly cutting out all the unnecessary parts, and the result is a lean, clean read.

The backstory of the authors—they’re married and co-own a company that basically consists of the two of them going around running corporate workshops on the topic of overcoming bias—helps it make a lot of sense, actually. This might not be a book that’s been edited down to the right point; it might be the rough script they use for their workshop sessions, expanded out from bullet points on a notecard to a book form. And from that perspective, it’s also done very well; they added just enough storytelling without getting bogged down, and make their points very well.

And, aside from that, it contains one of the best paragraphs I’ve ever read:

But just as we have told countless white people we have worked with, “by the power vested in us (by virtue of Tiffany’s negritude and our combined dedication to racial reconciliation), we hereby absolve you of your white guilt.” Now don’t get all excited and start throwing around slurs and crazy talk. We are just saying that we are fully aware that you did not personally create racism.“

Beautiful. I don’t know that I have ever read anything as hilariously, brutally honest about the concept of white guilt as “by the power vested in us (by virtue of Tiffany’s negritude)”. Just impeccable.

This is the most glowing review I think I’ve ever written of something that’s categorized as a “business book,” and I stand by it. This book feels like it can be useful as an introduction to diversity, as well as a useful reference material as you continue to learn more. Check it out.2

  1. Formatting- and voice-wise, I’d say Matthew was the primary author of this, with editing and interjections by Tiffany, but the fact that her name is alphabetically first is one of those “it is what it is” kinds of things. The fact that it then shows up in places as being written by “Tiffany Jana et al.”, though, that is hilarious.
  2. This is a Bookshop affiliate link – if you buy it from here, I get a little bit of commission. It won’t hurt my feelings if you buy it elsewhere; honestly, I’d rather you check it out from your local library, or go to a local book store. I use Bookshop affiliate links instead of Amazon because they distribute a significant chunk of their profits to small, local book stores.
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“The Clean Coder”

Robert Martin

Another book club book from work—and no, we’re not going through them that fast, I just forgot to write up the previous one until a while after the fact.

This one has a lot less to do with code style and a lot more to do with the career aspects of being a programmer. The subtitle, actually, does a great job of explaining it: “A Code of Conduct for Professional Programmers.” Less “write small chunks of code,” more “show up on time—you may think it doesn’t matter, but it does.” Martin does a great job of switching between giving advice and telling stories that explain how, exactly, he learned that painful lesson. It’s an effective technique—gives it a bit more of a storytelling flow, which helps the book maintain interest. Plus, humans are the storytelling ape; we’ve built entire religions around the idea of using stories to convey a message or impart some wisdom. He’s joining a proud tradition.

I found it a quite useful book, and as I’m writing this in advance of the book club discussion instead of weeks later, I’m looking forward to the discussion with my coworkers. Should be interesting. For now, let me put my opinion of the book like so: this should be required reading for every CS undergraduate program. Maybe hand it out with the diploma? It’s a whole lot of useful advice about the parts of the job that school doesn’t cover. If you’re new to the field, or even if you aren’t, I heartily recommend it. Check it out1—and, if you’ve got an O’Reilly membership, it’s available there as well.

  1. This is an Amazon affiliate link – if you buy it from here, I get a little bit of commission. It won’t hurt my feelings if you buy it elsewhere; honestly, I’d rather you check it out from your local library, or go to a local book store. I prefer Bookshop affiliate links to Amazon when possible, but in this case, the book wasn’t available there, so it’ll have to do.
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Playlist of the Month: April 2023

We finally got some sun! [Citation: I am very sunburned.]

How It Was – Yoste on A Few Brief Moments – EP

twentyfive – Yoste on twentyfive – Single

Save Me – Majik on It’s Alright / Save Me – Single

Friends – Yoste on Friends – Single

Kahan (Last Year) [feat. Kodak Black] – Fred again.. on Actual Life 2 (February 2 – October 15 2021)

Heat Above – Greta Van Fleet on The Battle at Garden’s Gate

Doomed – Moses Sumney on Aromanticism

gatsby – Daniel Leggs on gatsby – Single

TRAP PHONE – BERWYN on TRAP PHONE – Single

Spinning Away – Talos on Dear Chaos

Powerlines – RIZ LA VIE on Keep. – EP

White Iverson – Post Malone on Stoney (Deluxe)

Tripping Through My Blood – Edwin Raphael on Tripping Through My Blood – Single

Crumble – Thomas LaVine on Crumble – Single

Gravity Find Us & Bring Us In – Hayden Calnin on Gravity Find Us & Bring Us In – Single

Voyager – Fakear on Voyager – EP

Slow It Down – The Lumineers on The Lumineers (Deluxe Edition)

Sun Showers – Phillip Berry & Drama B on Sun Showers – Single

Ceremony (feat. Thylacine) – Fakear on Ceremony – EP

Escape – Enrique Iglesias on Escape

Stay Close – Bawo on Legitimate Cause

High & Alone (Acoustic) – Dell Mac on High & Alone – Single

Feeling Whitney – Post Malone on Stoney (Deluxe)

crutches – Daniel Leggs on runaway

Mike (desert island duvet) – Fred again.., The Streets & Dermot Kennedy on Mike (desert island duvet) – Single

The Beautiful Victorious – Amber Run on How To Be Human

Proof – Luca Fogale on Proof – Single

F**k Your Sorrys (feat. Cal Trask) – StayLoose on F**k Your Sorrys (feat. Cal Trask) – Single

Tormenta (feat. Bad Bunny) – Gorillaz on Cracker Island

Deceive Me So Easy – Edwin Raphael on Warm Terracotta

Sad Disco (Pine Studios) – Flipturn on Sad Disco (Pine Studios) – Single

Oil (feat. Stevie Nicks) – Gorillaz on Cracker Island

Hurt – Amber Run on How To Be Human

Stress (feat. Tylor Maurer) – Soulji on Black Mask EP

Sunsleeper – Barry Can’t Swim on Sunsleeper – Single

Nightcall – Kavinsky on Nightcall

Jocelyn Flores – XXXTENTACION on 17

Pacific Coast Highway – Kavinsky on Nightcall

parasite – Daniel Leggs on runaway

Wisdom, Justice, And Love – Linkin Park on A Thousand Suns

Kintsugi – Lana Del Rey on Did you know that there’s a tunnel under Ocean Blvd

Pushkar – Akashana on Music Box

saw you in the paper – Daniel Leggs on saw you in the paper – Single

Jon Batiste Interlude – Lana Del Rey on Did you know that there’s a tunnel under Ocean Blvd

Running – Tommy Ashby on Lamplighter

Submarine – Seeb, BANNERS & SUPER-Hi on Submarine – Single

Deeper – Matoma & H. Kenneth on Deeper – Single

Silent Running (feat. Adeleye Omotayo) – Gorillaz on Cracker Island (Deluxe)

Fighting Myself – LINKIN PARK on Meteora 20th Anniversary Edition

Burning (feat. Oogo) – Fakear on Talisman

Talk – Jolé on Talk – Single

Would You Do It Again? – Rowan Drake on Would You Do It Again? – Single

Howl – Elderbrook & Tourist on Little Love

Step Up (Live) [Bonus Track] – LINKIN PARK on Meteora (Deluxe Edition)

Napoli – ASHE 22 & Soolking on Vingt-deux

Return My Head – The Murder Capital on Gigi’s Recovery

American Airlines – the GOLDEN DREGS on On Grace & Dignity

Baby again.. – Fred again.., Skrillex & Four Tet on Baby again.. – Single

DEALER (feat. Future & Lil Baby) – RMR on DRUG DEALING IS A LOST ART

Talk It Over – Elderbrook & Vintage Culture on Little Love

Bulletproof – BERWYN on Bulletproof – Single

Marcel (feat. Johan Lenox) – RIZ LA VIE on Haven

Bazaar Days – Edwin Raphael on Warm Terracotta

love him – Two Shell on lil Spirits – EP

How To Be Human – Amber Run on How To Be Human

Venice (Nocturnes Version) – Talos on Nocturnes – EP

Just Like Us – Elderbrook on Little Love

Gigi’s Recovery – The Murder Capital on Gigi’s Recovery

Wasted On You – Elderbrook on Little Love

Plastic – cowboyy on Epic the Movie – EP

The End – Elderbrook on Little Love

Fairy Falls – Roo Panes on The Summer Isles

Did you know that there’s a tunnel under Ocean Blvd – Lana Del Rey on Did you know that there’s a tunnel under Ocean Blvd

Paris, Texas (feat. SYML) – Lana Del Rey on Did you know that there’s a tunnel under Ocean Blvd

The Grants – Lana Del Rey on Did you know that there’s a tunnel under Ocean Blvd

Coniine – Talos on Nocturnes – EP

Go Again (Haven Version) – RIZ LA VIE on Haven

Say So (feat. Vide) – Roman Müller on Say So (feat. Vide) – Single

DANCING ALL ALONE – Clinton Kane on DANCING ALL ALONE – Single

February (Alternative Version) – The Careful Ones on February (Alternative Version) – Single

Slow Motion – Ukiyo & will hyde on Slow Motion – Single

Sky Painted Gold – Bloom Sky on Moving Clouds

Never Again – slowthai on UGLY

If You Want Somebody – Elderbrook on Little Love

If It’s Time – Hayden Calnin on If It’s Time – Single

Standing in the Middle – LINKIN PARK on Meteora 20th Anniversary Edition

Drawing (Breaking The Habit Demo 2002) – LINKIN PARK on Meteora 20th Anniversary Edition

Papercut (Live In Texas) – LINKIN PARK on Meteora 20th Anniversary Edition

& She Drinks Tea Just for the Company – Edwin Raphael on Warm Terracotta1

Rhinocerous (2002 Demo) – LINKIN PARK on Meteora 20th Anniversary Edition

My December (Live Projekt Revolution 2002) – LINKIN PARK on Meteora 20th Anniversary Edition

More the Victim – LINKIN PARK on Meteora 20th Anniversary Edition2

Pepper (Meteora Demo) – LINKIN PARK on Meteora 20th Anniversary Edition

Healing Foot – LINKIN PARK on Meteora 20th Anniversary Edition

04:59 – Songer & D Double E on SKALA

Salad – Blondshell on Blondshell

No Sympathy – nimino on No Sympathy

Sirens – Sultan + Shepard on Forever, Now

Soundtrack (Meteora Demo) – LINKIN PARK on Meteora 20th Anniversary Edition

Falling Down – Harrison Storm on Falling Down – Single

Do You Know? (The Ping Pong Song) – Enrique Iglesias on Insomniac

Roses (Imanbek Remix) – SAINt JHN on Roses (Imanbek Remix) – Single

Shifter (From The Inside Demo) – LINKIN PARK on Meteora 20th Anniversary Edition

Dead Man Walking – Brent Faiyaz on Dead Man Walking – Single

Evergreen – Luca Fogale on Run Where the Light Calls

Wave After Wave – Sleeping At Last on Some Kind of Heaven – EP

Some People Say – Semedo & Curtis Gabriel on Some People Say – Single

Under The Milky Way – The Temper Trap on Under The Milky Way – Single

All the Time – Justin Stone on All the Time – Single

Oslo – Yoste on Oslo – Single3

Unfortunate (Unreleased Demo 2002) – LINKIN PARK on Meteora 20th Anniversary Edition

Ominous (Meteora Demo) – LINKIN PARK on Meteora 20th Anniversary Edition

Butterflies – Charles Fauna on Butterflies – Single

Breaking the Habit (Live Rock Am Ring 2004) – LINKIN PARK on Meteora 20th Anniversary Edition

Magic – Hayden Calnin on A Turning of the Tide: Side A – EP

Kindness Will Follow Your Tears – Lonnie Holley & Bon Iver on Oh Me Oh My

Already a Ghost – Hayden Calnin on A Turning of the Tide: Side A – EP

Je visser – ASHE 22, Mig & Connexion on Je visser – Single

P5hng Me A*Wy (Live In Texas) – LINKIN PARK on Meteora 20th Anniversary Edition

Something Went Wrong – Hayden Calnin on A Turning of the Tide: Side A – EP

Halo (Unreleased Demo 2002) – LINKIN PARK on Meteora 20th Anniversary Edition

Made for You – Jane. on Celeste – EP

Big Jet Plane (feat. Vancouver Sleep Clinic & Amelia Magdalena) – Pop Goes Ambient on Big Jet Plane (feat. Vancouver Sleep Clinic & Amelia Magdalena) – Single

Little Planets – RIZ LA VIE on Haven

Resolution – LINKIN PARK on Meteora 20th Anniversary Edition

99 – Elliot Moss on Boomerang

Thousand Eyes – Of Monsters and Men on Beneath The Skin (Deluxe)

My Statue Sinking – Elliot Moss on Boomerang

Falling Down and Getting Hurt – Elliot Moss on Boomerang

MASCULINITY – LUCKY LOVE on MASCULINITY – Single4

Slide Thru – Dell Mac on Slide Thru – Single

You Can Think Of Him – Ashley Singh on You Can Think Of Him – Single

God Only Knows – StayLoose on The Cloud Days

Cold Feet – Ryan Hemsworth & EDEN on Cold Feet – Single

Get You the Moon (feat. Snøw) – Kina on Get You the Moon (feat. Snøw) – Single

Bad for You – Billy Raffoul on The Running Wild – EP

Home – Kidswaste on Colors of Your Heart

  1. Sorta weird to be listening to Edwin Raphael in the spring, because his music is very autumnal in feeling.
  2. Of all the stuff in this new release, I think this is my favorite thing.
  3. Yoste is one of my favorite artists, so you’d better believe I am excited for him to release an entire album.
  4. Quite possibly my favorite addition this month, courtesy of my sister.
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Review

“Lessons in Chemistry”

Bonnie Garmus

I’m a little tempted to include a chart of my progress in this book over time; talk about a hockey stick.

The first third of the book or so is just brutal. I remember seeing someone online say that they’d just read the book recently and found it a quick, light read, and thinking to myself what the hell book were you reading? Because the first part of the book is anything but light and quick. It’s a litany of all the micro- and macro-aggressions a woman faced in the 1950s, trying to be a chemist. 1 And there’s something of a Murphy’s Law feel to it, too, because not only is she dealing with the rampant sexism, but everything else that can go wrong, does.

I spent the first month of trying to read the book caught up in that. I could only make it through a chapter or two at a time, and then I needed a break; it was just so disheartening, so crushing.2

But roughly a third of the way through, it finally turns a corner, and that’s where I switched from plodding through out of a sense of obligation from highly it was recommended to me to “oh, shoot, I need to put the book down so I can get some sleep tonight.” The light appears at the end of the tunnel, the tragic backstory is established, and now we can get into her actually doing things the way she wants instead of being entirely overpowered.

And from then on out, the book is amazing. It’s full of little bits of comedy that are just perfectly executed; perspective shifts and timeline hops all over and only once was I even briefly confused by the combination. The world is still the same one that gave her the tragic backstory, but now it’s being changed for the better, and it’s a happier timeline than the one we’re in.3

So now, here I am, recommending this book as highly as it was recommended to me. It’s really tough at first, but the payoff is so very worth it. Give it a read.4

  1. Or rather, trying to do her work as a chemist while everyone around her tried to stop her—she absolutely is a chemist, just one facing far more obstacles than anyone else in the building.
  2. And these aren’t long chapters, either.
  3. I mean, I can’t guarantee that the 2023 of her world would be better than ours, but I can’t help but think that a world where the housewives of the 1950s had a robust education in chemistry and feminism courtesy of daytime TV would wind up in a better place than we are now. At very least we’d probably be a few decades ahead on the “stop consuming weird preservatives” thing.
  4. This is a Bookshop affiliate link – if you buy it from here, I get a little bit of commission. It won’t hurt my feelings if you buy it elsewhere; honestly, I’d rather you check it out from your local library, or go to a local book store. I use Bookshop affiliate links instead of Amazon because they distribute a significant chunk of their profits to small, local book stores.
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Review

“Practical Object-Oriented Design in Ruby”

Sandi Metz

We’ve got a bit of a book club going at work, and this was the first read. We were inspired to read it by a conference talk she gave, where she went through the Gilded Rose kata and very clearly demonstrated the joys of refactoring well-tested code. Metz is a great communicator, and I highly recommend that talk as an entry point to her work.

This book, referred to as “POODR”, continues in the same style of “here’s some techniques you can use to write better code.” And, for the most part, it’s an excellent resource in that regard! Frankly, my only issues with it come down to Ruby not being my taste in languages, and it’s not as if I went into the book not knowing that it’d be in Ruby.

The largest chapter is on writing tests; compared to the rest, it looks rather intimidating. That said, I wound up skimming a lot of it—despite the assertion, earlier in the book, that type systems just add overhead and slow developers down, the majority of the chapter on testing is devoted to writing tests that… ensure you’ve got a type system. I remain unsold on these untyped/duck-typed languages; over here in Swift, I get all those unit tests for free, and the compiler forces me to run them every time I try to build. The time I spend writing tests is entirely spent writing tests for the business logic, not on making sure that I forgot a required method in a subclass.

Duck-typing also requires more faith in your fellow programmer—or even your future self—than I actually have. There’s a great description in the book of implicit object hierarchies, which struck me as being a beautiful academic concept, but will fall apart the moment the project gets larger than “a single developer, working on it continuously.” Add another developer, and they then have to read through the entire codebase to be sure they’ve got enough information to grasp those implicit types; take a break for a month, and you’ve got to reread it all to get back to the same place. And there’s no guarantee that the reading of everything will get you back to the same mindset that you had earlier, so those implicit types fall part pretty quickly. If you want to communicate an idea like that, you have to write it down—and why bother writing a comment when you can write that mental model into the code itself, and have the compiler check that it’s still being followed?

Don’t get me wrong, as I sit here writing only the things I didn’t like about the book. On the whole, I greatly enjoyed it, and found it full of useful ideas! It’s simply the way of human brains to engage more when we disagree than when we agree.

So, if you’re someone who spends time writing code, I do highly recommend this book. Just, y’know, keep in mind that it says Ruby on the cover, and Ruby has opinions about a few things that you may not agree with. You can get the book from its website, or if you (or your employer) have an O’Reilly subscription, it should be available in that library.

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Review

“The Stories” [2/2]

A continuation of my previous post, where I started but didn’t finish reviewing a massive, 5,000-page anthology of short stories collected by the science fiction publisher Tor. There’s a longer explanation in that previous one; here, I’m finishing my list of stories that caught my interest, with links to where you can read them (free!) online.

  • Fire Above, Fire Below by Garth Nix. Garth Nix’s writing always reminds me of his Seventh Tower series, which I absolutely loved as a kid.1 Which has nothing to do with this story, but it’s still what came to mind.
  • Four Horsemen, at Their Leasure by Richard Parks. At this point, I think Terry Pratchett pretty definitively owns the idea of Death as an anthropomorphized entity. And this fits right into that style—theologically very different from the Discworld mythos, and a great deal emptier, but the idea of Death arguing with God? That’s still very Pratchett.
  • Silver Linings by Tim Pratt. This can’t not be an allegory about nuclear proliferation. Given that nuclear proliferation is one of my biggest worries, how could I not enjoy the story?
  • Clockwork Fairies by Cat Rambo. Rambo did a great job of writing this, because the protagonist is, very deliberately, the single most unlikeable person I’ve ever had to share a perspective with. He’s got that same “terrible in an entirely believable way” thing going on that made Umbridge such an iconic villain.
  • The Cairn in Slater Woods by Gina Rosati. I wasn’t actually expecting this story to go the way it did—I was really thinking it was gonna go, like, “the other school in the neighborhood is for the local vampires” or something silly.
  • Loco by Bruce Sterling and Rudy Rucker. This feels like a weird cross between Girl Genius and Livewires and I’m… kinda here for it?2
  • Firstborn by Brandon Sanderson. There’s a definite Ender’s Game thing going on here, with the whole “managing a war, lots of training simulations, one sibling is preternaturally good at it” aspect. But the way it’s turned and twisted is quite fun.
  • After the Coup by John Scalzi. I’m a frequent reader of the “humanity, fuck yeah!” type of story, and this feels like that genre at its absolute best. It isn’t about how great humanity is, unstoppable war machine or whatever; it’s about what people are really like. It’s comical in the best of ways.
  • The President’s Brain is Missing by John Scalzi. It was at this point that I decided I should probably put Scalzi on my “get some of his full books and read them” list, because this was just as much fun to read as the previous one.
  • Shadow War of the Night Dragons, Book One: The Dead City: Prologue by John Scalzi. Another entry for the “Terry Pratchett would be proud” category. This feels like a slightly darker take on Guards, Guards!3
  • A Weeping Czar Beholds the Fallen Moon by Ken Scholes. I’ve just now realized what this makes me think of—the Septimus Heap series. An old-fashioned world, with a bit of real magic… that just so happens to be the things built back when magic was just science.
  • Do Not Touch by Prudence Shen. I really like the idea that paintings have those “Do Not Touch” signs not because it’ll damage the ink, but because the curators are tired of diving into the paintings after the kids there on field trips.
  • Overtime by Charles Stross. After the amount of Doctor Who they’ve all seen, nobody should be surprised that the British continue to produce time-travel paradoxes.
  • Down on the Farm by Charles Stross. That said, I’m actually really enjoying this “Laundry” setting, and may need to go read one of the bigger books. It feels like it’s partially addressing one of my issues with Warehouse 13—namely, that any government organization dealing with Weird Crap like that should have a much bigger bureaucracy.45
  • A Tall Tail by Charles Stross. You could maybe write a story that’s more precisely up my alley, but to do so you’d have to take one of those AI models and train it exclusively on my interests for a few years. This sent me off on multiple searches to find out if historical things mentioned actually existed and I’d just missed them, or they were made up for the story.6
  • The Dala Horse by Michael Swanwick. Very much in the style of a northern European folk tale, but with a setting where the magic is a result of having built and then forgotten how to build a whole lot of very big, very powerful technologies.
  • The Mongolian Wizard by Michael Swanwick. The starter of a whole series—which, as I found out when grabbing the link, continued on after what’s in the ebook, so I’ve got some further reading for myself—of a very magical take on something of a World War.
  • What Doctor Gottlieb Saw by Ian Tregillis. Recommended reading prior to this: “Superintelligence: Paths, Dangers, Strategies”. Because this is, for sure, a story about what happens when you create a superintelligence without thinking in advance about what and how.
  • The Girl Who Ruled Fairyland—For A Little While by Catherynne M. Valente. A less young-adult version of the Enchanted Forest Chronicles, which I’ve mentioned before as one of my favorite series.
  • The Last Son of Tomorrow by Greg van Eekhout. A lot of similarity to the ending of Superman: Red Son, what with the examination of “hang on, what does Superman do when he notices that he’s immune to aging?”
  • A Stroke of Dumb Luck by Shiloh Walker. Another entry in the “vampires and werewolves are just kinda fun” category, with bonus points for a good balance between “actual consequences” and “oh god you’re such a teen about how to deal with this situation.”
  • Super Bass by Kai Ashante Wilson. The moment in the book (here, thousands of pages in, yes) where I realize how overwhelmingly white/european everything else in the book has been. A reminder that I want to get further out of my comfort zone with what I read, because a lot of the stuff out there, like this, is really good. Very, very different from what I’m used to, and I feel like I’m missing a whole lot of cultural context, but I can muddle my way through and still enjoy it.
  • The Woman Who Shook the World-Tree by Michael Swanwick. I’m very slowly working my way through Lessons in Chemistry at the moment, and this very much reminded me of that at the beginning, to the point that I spent the whole story bracing myself for the betrayal that never came. Instead, this was a bittersweet, paradoxical work that I found myself really loving.
  • The Sigma Structure Symphony by Gregory Benford. Between the wonderful description of a Lunar colony developed around archiving SETI transmissions from a busy, busy galaxy and the exploration of music as mathematics (and mathematics as music), there’s no way this wasn’t making it onto my list.
  1. And, honestly, still enjoyed rereading a couple years ago—it’s great fodder for a “this is a work of fantasy, but how can I turn it into far-future science fiction?” thought experiment. Hint: it involves a globe-spanning swarm of nanobots running a virtual world.
  2. > “Not much like Patel,” mused Becka. > “I can’t say,” replied Gordo. “Remember, I only joined your team after the Patel incident.”

    > “I wish you’d stop bitching about ‘the Patel incident.’”

    > “Look,” said Gordo, “you can’t just morph a federal scientist into a giant invertebrate that catches fire. That’s not an acceptable protocol.”

  3. > It is said that earthquakes are what happens when two night dragons love each other very much.
  4. > Call me impetuous (not to mention a little bored) but I’m not stupid. And while I’m far enough down the management ladder that I have to squint to see daylight, I’m an SSO 3, which means I can sign off on petty cash authorizations up to the price of a pencil and get to sit in on interminable meetings, when I’m not tackling supernatural incursions or grappling with the eerie, eldritch horrors in Human Resources.
  5. Although, that said, Warehouse 13 did feature an org chart that consisted of a handful of agents, a manager, the CEO, her personal driver, a contractor of a doctor, and then a board of directors that outnumbered the entire rest of the organization, so maybe they do have a healthy amount of bureaucracy…
  6. I shouldn’t have doubted myself; all the things that I went “wait, is that real? How have I never heard of that?” were, in fact, fictional. Or, I guess, are still classified.
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“The Stories” [1/2]

This is a massive read. My e-reader, which paginates things fairly well, counted it out to precisely 5,000 pages—I actually spent some time wondering if it was so perfectly 5,000, or if that’s just a hard-coded limit at which it throws its hands up in the air and says “I dunno, man, it’s a long document.” As it turns out, it’s just a perfectly even 5,000 pages! I’ll have to try harder if I want to stump the pagination algorithm.

As to what the actual content is, Tor (the publisher, not the service you use if you want to avoid government censorship and/or commit some kind of crime) frequently hires writers to write short stories, which they publish on their website. And, at some point, they bundled up five years’ worth of those stories into this gargantuan ebook. It’ll make for an interesting review, because everything contained in the book is also online, so I can link directly to individual stories. (Which is for the best, because I now can’t figure out where I got this ebook or if it’s still for sale.)

So, here goes: the stories that I bookmarked, and some thoughts about each of them.

  • The Witch of Duva by Leigh Bardugo. So perfectly creepy, and not at all in the way you’d expect it to be—an inverted folk tale. The first story in the book where I went “aw, crap” because I was reading before bed and it was about to ruin my ability to sleep. Also the first one that I went and found online to send to someone to read.
  • The Water That Falls On You From Nowhere by John Chu. Heartbreaking and heartfelt, and all the complexity of family and expectations. I absolutely adore the use of a science fiction concept as perfectly normal—it reminds me of a(n apparently misremembered) Steven King quote. “Science fiction is about ordinary people in extraordinary circumstances; literature is about extraordinary people in ordinary circumstances.”1
  • The Commonplace Book by Jacob Clifton. I liked the familiar-but-not-quite feel of Ada Lovelace and her dealing with the complete nonsense that is societal expectations.2
  • The Strange Case of Mr. Salad Monday by G.D. Falksen. Wonderfully irreverent, with some of that Sherlock Holmes styling that I enjoy, though wrapped up as an actual police officer instead of entirely an outsider to the system. The setting feels very big though, like, there’s a whole lot of steampunk world to explore… but we’re here, in the big city, safe from all the things that go bump in the night. Well, mostly.
  • A Clean Sweep With All the Trimmings by James Alan Gardner. The writing style took a little bit to get used to, but by the end I was a little bit in love with it.3
  • Shade by Steven Gould. I had to look up the author afterwards, and realized that while I hadn’t read any of his other works, some of what’s going on here feels familiar because it’s set in the same universe as one of those other works… that was adapted into a movie that I’ve seen. And I like things like this, seeing people use their extraordinary circumstances to help ordinary people.
  • Ghost Hedgehog by Nina Kiriki Hoffman. Once again, this feels like a connection to an existing work, although I don’t think Hoffman wrote The Sixth Sense.
  • The Cat Who Walked A Thousand Miles by Kij Johnson. What can I say? I’m a cat person. And this story has that nice “old legend” feel to it—it isn’t polished to within an inch of its life, it has little side journeys along the way.
  • First Flight by Mary Robinette Kowal. Doing a bit of rereading for this review, and I don’t know that I’d realized quite how good a mic drop “he understood the historical context” is at the end.
  • The Speed of Time by Jay Lake. It’s a little disjointed, but I think that actually worked quite well. It reminds me of Fine Structure—something huge and not nearly so complex as it seems, expressed in many different ways.
  • The Starship Mechanic by Jay Lake and Ken Scholes. Something about Penauch stuck with me. An infinite multi-tool of a creature, wanting nothing more than a little vacation, and only able to get it by some fairly ridiculous means.
  • Earth Hour by Ken Macleod. Every other future in the book feels a little bit dated—that general feeling of old science fiction where they assumed we’d be running around on Mars but had no idea that cell phones would exist, though not to nearly that degree—except this one. It still feels very modern in how it imagines the future. I still can’t decide if it’s an optimistic take on the future or not, but I enjoyed it either way.
  • Though Smoke Shall Hide the Sun by Brit Mandelo. Here’s a piece of fiction that feels particularly of a time—vampires and werewolves, oh my! But, hey, that was a big trend for a while for a reason. It’s fun!
  • Heads Will Roll by Lish McBride. This feels like the concept for a YA TV series. I’d watch the heck out of it, honestly. Percy Jackson vibes, too.

And here, I’m splitting the post, because a 5,000-page book deserves more than one post worth of review. (And, frankly, I feel like I should get more than one week’s worth of blog post out of that much reading!)

  1. After a great deal of googling, I managed to find the actual quote, which is similar but not quite what I was thinking:> Pop culture writing is about ordinary people in extraordinary circumstances. Literature is about extraordinary people in ordinary circumstances.
  2. I also pulled out a great quote:> “At the end of things, which comes closer every minute, you will look back and you will see the path of your life. Do you want that girl to be a cringing swot, a spinster who loved and lost; or do you want to be strong enough to design your life to your own specifications? I assure you, I shall hate you either way. But you shouldn’t hate yourself.
  3. > Carl says a delivery came for me and it is waiting behind the candy counter. When I look, I see two wooden crates. One is stuffed with feather pillows and one is not. The one without pillows holds twenty sticks of dynamite. The other holds four bottles of nitro, which are put to bed on nice soft pillows because nitro gets sore if someone wakes it accidentally.
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“The Last Dance”

Martin L. Shoemaker

This book completely surprised me; as with a great deal of the reading I’ve been doing lately, I went in with absolutely no expectations, no memory of what the book was about or where and when I’d bought it. And so it was a wonderful surprise to be totally enraptured; I read the book in one day. (And overslept the next morning, because I stayed up late to finish reading it, but happily, I’m on vacation as of this writing, so it’s not an issue!)

The book takes place on an Aldrin cycler, a ship taking advantage of orbital mechanics to shuttle between Earth and Mars at a fuel cost of nearly zero.1 That gives some really interesting context for the plot—“orbital mechanics waits for no man.” So, rather than someone senior handling this big deal investigation, it’s whoever was close enough to catch the ship before the orbit took it back out of reach. And thus, we get an idealistic young investigator wielding the full power of the Inspector General’s office, rather than the admiral at the head of the office. And, courtesy of light-speed delay, said admiral can’t run the show via telepresence, they’re stuck back on Earth, trusting the investigator to do their job. In a way, it reminds me of Ascension, but handled better: you’ve got a ship, cut off from the world by distance. A closed system. And a whole lot of political complexity contained within it, some big inciting incident that happened before we joined the story.

So, with that framework set up, it’s time for the actual story. I found the storytelling absolutely sublime—the protagonist is that idealistic young investigator, trying to see justice done. But, up until the end, we don’t actually get told what happened, it’s just The Incident, and we’re seeing the aftermath. Tempers have cooled somewhat, but everyone is still on edge. The admiralty is one side, with the captain as the other—but the crew is absolutely loyal to the captain. And we’re following the investigator as they’re trying to do their fact-finding, trying to arrive at an unbiased conclusion.

In pursuit of this, we get bits and pieces of their story. And the main thing their story consists of is getting other people’s stories—short interstitial chapters with them, and then longer pieces where some member of the crew tells a story of when the captain earned their trust and loyalty.

It’s a fascinating character study. We barely interact with the captain directly, but the whole thing is about the captain; it’s all about his relationships with the rest of the crew, and the ship, and the admiralty. And, the space industry being the size it is, the relationships of these various characters with each other; there’s no infinite supply of new faces and names, it’s the same characters, seeing one another, and showing us different angles on each of them. With that in mind, I suspect it’d be just as fun to reread, even already knowing what the big mystery is, and the conclusion it’s all leading to.

I absolutely adored this book, and cannot recommend it highly enough. Check it out.2

  1. My understanding is that this is an entirely feasible concept, which genuinely was proposed by Buzz Aldrin. In point of fact, this book seems to fall within the realm of ‘hard science fiction’ — everything is genuinely physically possible.
  2. This is a Bookshop affiliate link – if you buy it from here, I get a little bit of commission. It won’t hurt my feelings if you buy it elsewhere; honestly, I’d rather you check it out from your local library, or go to a local book store. I use Bookshop affiliate links instead of Amazon because they distribute a significant chunk of their profits to small, local book stores.
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Playlist of the Month: March 2023

As a summary of how busy this month has been, I realized while writing this up that I haven’t actually updated this list in over a week. “Playlist of the Month: Most of March 2023” doesn’t fit my pattern, though.

How It Was – Yoste on A Few Brief Moments – EP

twentyfive – Yoste on twentyfive – Single

Save Me – Majik on It’s Alright / Save Me – Single

Friends – Yoste on Friends – Single

Kahan (Last Year) [feat. Kodak Black] – Fred again.. on Actual Life 2 (February 2 – October 15 2021)

Heat Above – Greta Van Fleet on The Battle at Garden’s Gate

Doomed – Moses Sumney on Aromanticism

gatsby – Daniel Leggs on gatsby – Single

Video Games (from “Westworld: Season 4”) – Ramin Djawadi on Westworld: Season 4 (Soundtrack from the HBO® Series)

TRAP PHONE – BERWYN on TRAP PHONE – Single

Spinning Away – Talos on Dear Chaos

Powerlines – RIZ LA VIE on Keep. – EP

Cut Deep – Stripped – Matt Maeson on Cut Deep – Stripped – Single

Path To Satisfaction – BERWYN on Path To Satisfaction – Single

White Iverson – Post Malone on Stoney (Deluxe)

Tripping Through My Blood – Edwin Raphael on Tripping Through My Blood – Single

6am in amsterdam. – will hyde on as the world is passing by. – EP

Crumble – Thomas LaVine on Crumble – Single

Suburban Pines – Roo Panes on The Summer Isles

Lift Me Up (From Black Panther: Wakanda Forever – Music From and Inspired By) [Instrumental] – Rihanna on Lift Me Up (From Black Panther: Wakanda Forever – Music From and Inspired By) – Single

LET GO – Central Cee on LET GO – Single

Gravity Find Us & Bring Us In – Hayden Calnin on Gravity Find Us & Bring Us In – Single

Voyager – Fakear on Voyager – EP

Slow It Down – The Lumineers on The Lumineers (Deluxe Edition)

Elephant Crossing – Edwin Raphael on Will You Think of Me Later?

Ethel – The Murder Capital on Gigi’s Recovery

Any Love – Dermot Kennedy on Sonder (Apple Music Edition)

Pretty Little Fears (feat. J. Cole) – 6LACK on East Atlanta Love Letter

Sun Showers – Phillip Berry & Drama B on Sun Showers – Single

Ceremony (feat. Thylacine) – Fakear on Ceremony – EP

Berwyn (kennington tube) – Fred again.. & Dermot Kennedy on Actual Life 3 Piano (January 1 – September 9 2022) – EP

Delilah (pull me out of this) [Acoustic] – Delilah Montagu on Delilah (pull me out of this) [Acoustic] – Single

Saturn – Sleeping At Last on 2016 Sampler

Escape – Enrique Iglesias on Escape

Stay Close – Bawo on Legitimate Cause

High & Alone (Acoustic) – Dell Mac on High & Alone – Single

Not Just Yet – Bawo on Legitimate Cause

Feeling Whitney – Post Malone on Stoney (Deluxe)

crutches – Daniel Leggs on runaway

Tragic Magic – SYML on The Day My Father Died

Mike (desert island duvet) – Fred again.., The Streets & Dermot Kennedy on Mike (desert island duvet) – Single1

Hopeful – ODESZA on Hopeful – Single

Satisfied (Ambient Reprise) – Catching Flies on Satisfied (The Remixes) – EP

god damn shame – Harry Strange on What a God Damn Shame – EP

The Beautiful Victorious – Amber Run on How To Be Human

To Sleep in a King Alone – Hazlett on Bloom Mountain2

Backseat (All I Got) [Acoustic] – Sam MacPherson on Backseat (All I Got) [Acoustic] – Single

Proof – Luca Fogale on Proof – Single

Rumble – Skrillex, Fred again.. & Flowdan on Quest For Fire

F**k Your Sorrys (feat. Cal Trask) – StayLoose on F**k Your Sorrys (feat. Cal Trask) – Single

Tormenta (feat. Bad Bunny) – Gorillaz on Cracker Island

Deceive Me So Easy – Edwin Raphael on Warm Terracotta

HAPPY – slowthai on UGLY

Sad Disco (Pine Studios) – Flipturn on Sad Disco (Pine Studios) – Single

Give Me 24 – ARZ on Give Me 24 – Single

Anthracite – ASHE 22 & Central Cee on Vingt-deux

Oil (feat. Stevie Nicks) – Gorillaz on Cracker Island

Hurt – Amber Run on How To Be Human

February – The Careful Ones on February – Single

Bleeding Out – Chance Peña on Bleeding Out – Single

Honeylight – Amber Run on How To Be Human

Stress (feat. Tylor Maurer) – Soulji on Black Mask EP

The Sweet Sound of You – The Paper Kites on The Sweet Sound of You – Single

25% Club – slowthai on UGLY

Sunsleeper – Barry Can’t Swim on Sunsleeper – Single

Hymn for the Weekend – Coldplay on A Head Full of Dreams

del mar county fair 2008 – Cavetown on del mar county fair 2008 – Single

Land Locked Heart (from Road 96: Mile 0) – The Midnight on Land Locked Heart (from Road 96: Mile 0) – Single

Video Games – Lana Del Rey on Born to Die3

Nightcall – Kavinsky on Nightcall

Neon Medusa – The Midnight on Horror Show – EP

When Love Goes Dark – Tommy Ashby on Lamplighter

Jocelyn Flores – XXXTENTACION on 17

To be honest – Christine and the Queens on PARANOÏA, ANGELS, TRUE LOVE

Maybe I Was – Sultan + Shepard on Forever, Now

Pacific Coast Highway – Kavinsky on Nightcall

PRINCE OF DARKNESS – SHADXWBXRN, ARCHEZ & KXNVRA on PRINCE OF DARKNESS – Single4

Say My Name – Together Alone on Say My Name – Single

Always Blue – Amber Run on How To Be Human

Phase.1 – Bawo on Legitimate Cause

Paragraphs – Ten Kills the Pack on Thank You for Trying: Act I & II

Turn & Face – Bawo on Legitimate Cause

Attitude Adjustment – Ethansroom on Action Movie – EP

parasite – Daniel Leggs on runaway

End of Beginning – Djo on DECIDE5

Solarr – Talos on Solarr – Single

Wisdom, Justice, And Love – Linkin Park on A Thousand Suns

Wretches And Kings – Linkin Park on A Thousand Suns

  1. Favorite addition this month.
  2. While I really like this track, I take issue with the way it was mastered, it’s too quiet.
  3. Took me until now to realize that the other Video Games in this playlist is a cover.
  4. I do like the occasional… whatever this genre is, but wow are the names a lot.
  5. There’s really a lot of that 80s synthwave stuff in this list.
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Review

“The Vine Witch”

Luanne G. Smith

I feel like I should write an individual recommendation of this book to some of my friends that work in the wine industry. To me, having absorbed a minimum of knowledge of the field via osmosis, it feels like the author knows what she’s talking about.

Something about the scale of this book felt really nice. There’s never a “for the sake of the world!” moment; the biggest thing that can go wrong is a crime goes unpunished and a historic vineyard goes out of business. It’s very personal. And the magic feels the same way—the biggest bit of magic anyone has, even historically, seen was a plague that nearly wiped out all the grapes in the valley. No apocalypse, just a local disaster. Small scale; personal. And it’s neat to see magic used not for magic’s sake, but for the sake of craft—not only the titular vine witch, someone who uses magic to help the vintage, but also bakers and brewers. I like seeing things like this, magic not as a “everything is the same but also magic is there!” but magic properly integrated into the world.

The biggest quibble I have with the book is where that integration broke down. Magic is so much a part of this world that having a character who denies its existence just feels… silly. There’s a whole set of laws! Nobody here is even remotely bothering to deny the existence of magic! It’s not a secret by any stretch, so why is it that the “man of science” must categorically deny magic exists? Really, there should be a whole thaumaturgy department at the university in the big city, studies of how magic integrates with natural law…

But that quibble fades over the course of the story, and I found myself quite enraptured by the end. I suspect this is one of many books I received as a “free with Prime” deal, which is almost certainly no longer on offer, but it’s still worth a read. Check it out.1

  1. This is a Bookshop affiliate link – if you buy it from here, I get a little bit of commission. It won’t hurt my feelings if you buy it elsewhere; honestly, I’d rather you check it out from your local library, or go to a local book store. I use Bookshop affiliate links instead of Amazon because they distribute a significant chunk of their profits to small, local book stores.